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I died today. I died yesterday too. And I will die tomorrow. I want to die. I look forward to it.

I'm talking about death in the mystical sense. Dying to my old self - my former states. I don’t want to ever stop dying to the limits I’ve previously set for myself while discovering new limits to move beyond.

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I died today. I died yesterday too. And I will die tomorrow. I want to die. I look forward to it.